I do not know.

When making decisions and trying to figure out what to do I just hate it when for one reason or another, or something I just do not understand I cannot for the life of me know what to do.

Stress and fun.

Lots to do with future plans and changes. Change is always there and you have to adapt to it. I have most things set. Mission, job, marriage, school, not necessarily in that order. Having the fear that I could have the major things change rather than just the timing and order is one of the scariest things. Peace of mind has been a topic that has come up a lot lately. Just getting that comfy feeling without worries. For me I have prayer to help and a good video game usually helps.

Thinking so hard it is giving me a headache! My brother loves watching shows about dinosaurs. This last one spoke a lot about evolution and such. i believe what my dad says, that being more of a belief of adaptabillity, but species not changing into a completely different species. Random controvertial topic. Anyways, my other brother is always interested in what fits him. In games, what weapon, character, style, any and all of it. Do any of your wonder about that with games, books, or movies?

Bubbleing up

Having all  of your feelings and such come up to the surface is weird. I try to take care of situations at a steady pace, but usually eventually everything comes and faces me down.

Made for you?

Ever had something just fall into place? Something that just worked for you? Anything? I can think of very few for me like a video game called Mass Effect. I start it on the hardest difficulty and from there go to the next unlocked difficulty and then it becomes a challenge. I am kind of a Jack of all Trades. I am a quick learner, but then I plateau and am stuck there. it is kind of cool to get a little into everything, but more aggravating since I cannot get any deeper into anything.

Christmas eve and Traditions.

Well it has been a while. Christmas eve we usually open one gift tonight before we start the holiday tomorrow. Our traditions are having a stocking first thing in the morning at our beds, then we get up and read the Christmas origins, and then of course the gifts. Time is spent with family and such. What are your usual traditions? This year is a little different. We had a Christmas eve party with some friends of the family and took care of there gifts right away. That will be the main part of that this year. We are definitely not the richest. I already had my favorite gift halfway through the week. :) My long distance angel of a girlfriend surprised me early in the morning and stayed till the evening. Definitely a good year, but one breaking many traditions. Only half of the family is home this year, that is the first time that few have been here. every year previously we have had at least six of the family here. Bunches of changes. I say make new traditions, keep some of the old, and just enjoy the holiday, and everyone should remember the original meaning of Christmas. happy Holidays everyone!

Oi,

Oi, sleep eludes me. Christmas mostly makes me think of Christmases past. How many people play Magic? My brother and I still have the cards so we pull them out and play every now and then. I had writers block when writing just an essay. any little paper. But it is cookie time, :p so till next time.