Bubbleing up

Having all  of your feelings and such come up to the surface is weird. I try to take care of situations at a steady pace, but usually eventually everything comes and faces me down.

Made for you?

Ever had something just fall into place? Something that just worked for you? Anything? I can think of very few for me like a video game called Mass Effect. I start it on the hardest difficulty and from there go to the next unlocked difficulty and then it becomes a challenge. I am kind of a Jack of all Trades. I am a quick learner, but then I plateau and am stuck there. it is kind of cool to get a little into everything, but more aggravating since I cannot get any deeper into anything.

Christmas eve and Traditions.

Well it has been a while. Christmas eve we usually open one gift tonight before we start the holiday tomorrow. Our traditions are having a stocking first thing in the morning at our beds, then we get up and read the Christmas origins, and then of course the gifts. Time is spent with family and such. What are your usual traditions? This year is a little different. We had a Christmas eve party with some friends of the family and took care of there gifts right away. That will be the main part of that this year. We are definitely not the richest. I already had my favorite gift halfway through the week. :) My long distance angel of a girlfriend surprised me early in the morning and stayed till the evening. Definitely a good year, but one breaking many traditions. Only half of the family is home this year, that is the first time that few have been here. every year previously we have had at least six of the family here. Bunches of changes. I say make new traditions, keep some of the old, and just enjoy the holiday, and everyone should remember the original meaning of Christmas. happy Holidays everyone!

Oi,

Oi, sleep eludes me. Christmas mostly makes me think of Christmases past. How many people play Magic? My brother and I still have the cards so we pull them out and play every now and then. I had writers block when writing just an essay. any little paper. But it is cookie time, :p so till next time.

Sayings

Cool beans, little nugget of wisdom, You jumbo my socks(inside joke) little sayings are fun. It is interesting to hear just what people catch from a conversation and what becomes something everyone will say. Everyone likes inside jokes except when you are stuck outside of them. Lol, I can think of countless that me and my friends have come up with. If I chat with an old friend I have not in a while we will be laughing in just a short while because one of us will bring up something from the past. Which friends are you inside the inside jokes with. :)

Troubles

Are you the kind of person that sees most of the troubles in the people around you? I usually can tell. I always like knowing all I can, but it does bother me when I cannot do anything about it. Even if I shouldn't, knowing I can is good. I have had some times with friends lately where I could see, understand, and talk about the troubles, but could not help much. I guess it is my kind nature but I hate not being able to help especially in this case that I want to do everything I can.

Catching Up

Okay, missed a few days, but good and busy days they were. I talk weird, notice that? Finally seeing some classmates again. It has been forever since I have hung with them. I graduated from a tiny town with a tiny school. I knew all the kids in the High School. How many people can say that? My graduating class was 20 kids, a bigger group too. Interesting to see how people are. Change comes at surprising speed but usually when you look back the difference is not much.

No idea

The thoughts going through my mind are just mush. Ever had too many thoughts to actually discern one from another? My family has several people with ADD though I never got tested for it. I have always been quiet but my mind has always been hyperactive. Ever wonder if you could possibly be crazy, in the literal term. Not criminally so, but you get what I mean. That feels like enough out of this tired mind for now. Guten Noct.

sleepy

I am tired. I have been sleep deprived for some time. I have always had issues involving sleeping. trouble getting there, and when I do having it be restful. ya know? the whole reason I go to sleep. Then not to mention my WEIRD dreams. I seriously have not met someone with dreams like mine. I have had one cool one I can think of. otherwise it is just like, why even have them? I would rather just have the dead blackness instead of these to go with my unrest. Just more crazy ramblings.

Nerdlyness

Do you do this? I often think about little details in the stories and shows I watch. Anything from all the capabilities of the various superpowers and magic stuff, to thinking about the characters involved with the story and such. Just random thoughts.

Seeing

I missed yesterday so I will try to put two out today. Don't you just hate it when people cannot see what they are themselves? It is crazy but people know themselves less than they think they do. I try to see whatever people say about me at least. That is what I think is important right now. Looking at yourself, what do you see? Could you possibly see what others think of you? Would you be willing to change, either to meet those expectations or prove them wrong? A little heavy today but whatever crosses my mind goes here.

Happy Birthday Dad

Lol, so my dad is such a child. I know not everyone has a father like this but I know several people that keep that childish demeanor that is sometimes charming and sometimes annoying. My dad is at least the charming kind. He could not wait another second for his presents he was so excited. I may find it odd, but I want to keep some childish traits. I have always had an older than my age outlook. Just some random thoughts from my head. Keep reading and I will keep posting.

Forwarned

Never done a blog before but there are several Ideas and such that I thought would be interesting to post. Anyone interested in reading this should be warned, because there is a reason this is titled Babbling Nonesence. Because this is what I do a lot.